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Friday, December 30, 2011

Just a Thought

It has been way to long since I have sat down at this computer to write.  As I look back and see when my last blog was, I realize how much I truly miss writing. Sometimes, I just think we get so absorbed in the things going on around us and trying to please everyone, that we truly forget to do what it is we love and what pleases us.  I think we take things for granted so much that we sometimes lose sight of who we are and what we like to do.  We all seem to get caught up in the rat race of life.

We must always remember that if we are not happy, how can we expect to make those around us happy and treat them with the love and respect that they deserve? Think about this for a minute:  at the end of the day, who is the one person or people that mean the most to you?  Most likely, this is your spouse, your children, your parents and your family.  Why is it that we sometimes try to hurt those that are closest to us?  We should always strive to be happy around, love and respect those closest to us, because no matter what, they will always be the ones still there at the end.

We must enjoy the time that we are given.  We must enjoy those that God has chosen to bless us with in this life.  We must never take for granted what we have, because at any moment it can be taken away from us.  We must remember to be true to ourselves, so that we can be true to others.  We must take care of ourselves, so that we can take care of others.  We must love ourselves, so that we are able to love others.  We must do what we love, so that we are an inspiration to others to do what they love and what they are called to do.

May you all have a wonderful and blessed day.  Remember, God has given us each a purpose in this life, don't be afraid to fulfill that purpose.  

Monday, November 7, 2011

A Rock Facade II

I have been thinking about my previous post for the last several days.  It seems as though there was more that God wanted me to share with you.  Please bare with me as I follow the Lord and what He wants from this post. I am going to review some of the original post and expand.  I know that Part I had several things missing, but I just wrote what I felt God was wanting me to say at that time.  I hope that you will enjoy Part II.

With each rock that my husband removed from the facade, we were able to see clearly what was underneath.  There were holes, cracks, bricks that were charred from smoke, dust, dirt, cobwebs, you name it and it was probably in there.  It was amazing.  I have never seen the inside of a fireplace, so it was kind of cool.  As he kept removing the rocks it became very evident to us what was causing the cold air to make its way in.  It was all the cracks and holes that had developed overtime.  Remember, this house was built in 1973.  So for 38 years this fireplace has endured, rain, heat, cold, snow, hail and all of the other wonderful seasons we have here in Oklahoma.  (On a side note, I am thankful that he tore it down before the earthquakes this past weekend.) It has maintained itself fairly well, but it has encountered some wear and tear.


Now lets take a look at how this relates to us.  As we begin to look at ourselves, our hearts, our minds and our spirits, we may come up with some of the same issues our fireplace had.  As we begin to tear the walls down in our hearts we will begin to see the junk that is there.  Depending on our age, there could be many holes and cracks in our hearts caused by things that have happened to us over time.  These holes will allow feelings of unbelief into our hearts.  There is also room for negative and bad things to enter.  We may find that our spirit is charred with years of hurt and loss.  We may find that our mind continues to tell us everything is ok and looks great, but in reality it isn't.  You see we have been able to put up the "facade" and make everyone think that we are strong and without any defects.  

My friends, God does not want us to live this way.  He wants us to fulfill the purpose that He has for our lives.  He wants us to succeed and not fail.  He wants us to bring joy and not sadness.  He wants us to serve Him and no other.  He wants us to receive all of the promises that He has for us instead of receiving nothing.  Psalm 145:13 (NIV)-The Lord is faithful to all his promises and loving toward all he has made.

Like I mentioned before, my husband will fix our fireplace and it will be beautiful.  As we sit around our fireplace this Christmas, we will be thankful that it is no longer cold and know that behind what we can see are the holes and the cracks that were filled to make our fireplace strong and perfect.  We will enjoy what we can see and over time will forget what we cannot see.  

The same can happen in our lives.  First, we must believe in Jesus.  He has the power to fix everything.  Psalm 147:3 (NIV)-He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.  His love will fill those holes and cracks.  His teachings and promises will allow us to believe and bring us words of promise.  He will heal our charred spirit and allow His spirit to flow in us.  He will take our faith to a new level.  He will do everything that He has promised us He will do.  We must simply choose Him and we must choose to have faith and believe.  We must approach His throne with holiness, praise, thanksgiving and confidence.  Jesus is full of love and grace.  He doesn't care who you are or what you have done, He just wants you to tear down that facade or tear down that wall and allow Him to come in.  Hebrews 4:16 (NIV)-Let us then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.     Are you ready to tear down that facade?  Are you ready to do what it takes to fill those cracks and holes?  Are you ready to enjoy life again?  If so, He is waiting for you.  

Thursday, November 3, 2011

A Rock Facade

I have spent the last couple of hours watching my husband dismantle the rock facade on the front of our living room fireplace.  This fireplace has been a part of this house since it was built in  1973.  However, over the last couple of years we have noticed that during the winter time it seems that there is a lot of cold air that comes from it.  Since we have been doing some remodeling we decided to go ahead and take down the rock and see what might be causing the air to come in. 

This whole process got me to thinking about how sometimes our outward appearance seems so strong, safe and without any defects.  Then when we begin to tear down the facade that we have put up, we find large gaps that are not filled in.  We find areas that have been charred by years and years of damage and neglect.  We discover that everything that we thought was strong and safe really wasn't. 

However, it can be fixed.  My husband will fill the holes and cover up the charred bricks with mortar and then put up sheet rock to attach our new mantel too.  We will have a wonderful and beautiful fireplace to enjoy this winter and in a few years we will only vaguelly remember what we uncovered when we took down the rock.   

Just like the fireplace, we can fix ourselves.  It is very simple, we must trust and believe in Jesus.  He is able to fill our gaps and repair the charred areas.  He is also able to repair any other damage that we may have encountered along the way.  All you have to do is ask Him.  Are there repairs that you need to make?  If so, you can call on the one and only fixer of everything, and His name is Jesus. 

Friday, October 28, 2011

From Frustration to Rejoicing

Do you ever have a day when you just want to throw in the towel?  Well I have felt that way the past two days. It is not very often that I come home in the evening on the verge of tears.  I feel as though I am emotionally and physically drained.  I haven't felt this way in a long time.  My frustration meter has been at a 10+ and I have had a hard time dealing with some things.

This evening I was so frustrated that I could not see straight.  However, there must have been a reason that I didn't have time to finish my bible study this morning and had to finish it this evening.  By the time I was done, my frustration meter had dropped to about a 1.  I know I have said it before, but I will say it again, it totally amazes me how God knows exactly what we need to hear or see at just the right time.  It never seizes to amaze me how I will always read exactly what I need when I need it.  As I was finishing up my bible study reading tonight, I just felt all of the stress and frustration leaving my body.  I am still very exhausted, but at least I am no longer frustrated.

God is so good!!! I just love how He can take us from a place of despair and frustration, to a place of rejoicing.  I can honestly say that my faith has grown so much in the last few months.  I know that no matter what may be going on in my life, all I have to do is call on Him and He will meet me where I am.  He will listen to my prayers.  He will listen to me through my tears.  He will surround me with His love, protection and promises.  He will teach me.  When I have done all that I know to do and it is still not enough, I can cry out to Him for help and He will answer.

If you would like to go from frustration to rejoicing, just call or cry out to Him and He will meet you where you are.  May He bless you as you go about your day.
 

Monday, October 24, 2011

Start with a Seed

Over the last couple of weeks I have been attending one of Life Tabernacles satellite churches in the Paseo district of Oklahoma City.  My pastor has been teaching on "Purpose".  This teaching has struck a chord in me.  I cannot begin to tell you how I have prayed and cried out to God to reveal to me my purpose in His kingdom.  Yesterday at church, the sermon just kept speaking to me and when it came time for the alter call, I was ready.  I cried and cried and asked God to please reveal to me what my purpose was, I just wanted to know.

Step back with me to a previous teaching on purpose.  My pastor said that if we only start with a seed and water and nourish it, it will grow.  Then that growth will take us to another level.  Yesterday he was talking about how when a stalk of wheat grows, during the winter we will not see much growth on the topside.  However, something amazing is going on underground.  Not until the rain comes during the right season will the wheat finally grow to its full height.  The same is with our purpose.  We must be faithful to God and serve Him with all that we are and at the right time and at the right season we will begin to see all that we have been waiting on. 

I spent the afternoon outside enjoying the beautiful weather and reading all of my blogs on "The Pantry".  There were times when I was reading that I honestly couldn't remember writing some of those things.  I also realized while reading, how free my spirit seemed to be.  I could truly see in my words the words of God.  Here is where it gets interesting.  I have always wanted to write, so I started this blog.  God gave me the name "The Pantry" and also showed me what the meaning was to be.  Yesterday as I was praying and crying out for my purpose, writing kept coming to my mind.  Last night after getting home from church I wrote my first blog in 40 days.  Up until that point, my heart had been heavy and I felt as though I was carrying a huge weight on my shoulder and I was, the burden that I needed to write.  After writing that blog last night I felt such a sense of peace and comfort that I cannot explain and my heart was happy once again.  As I read the blogs earlier, I could see and feel in my spirit that this is my purpose or at least part of my purpose that God has for me. 

So you see, I started with a seed, when I began this blog.  I have tried my best to water and nourish it.  I have remained faithful to God and He has rewarded me with this passion to write.  Thank you Lord, for reveling my purpose to me. What is your purpose?  Plant a seed in your life and see where He will take you.

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Back on Track

Have you ever felt like a trail that has derailed?  I have.  I just looked back and it has been 40 days since I last posted.  I guess on September 13, my trail derailed and it has taken me this long to get "back on track".  Oh, how I have missed my writing and reading your wonderful comments.  I have thought so many times about sitting here and writing, but I just never seem to have the time.  (Or should I say, I haven't made the time.)  I am here to tell you that now that I am "back on track", I plan to stay here.

Why do you think sometimes it takes us so long to get "back on track" after we derail?  I know for me, it simply is ME.  I have no one or nothing to blame for this, just myself.  We are the only ones that are in control of what we do or don't do.  We are given the opportunities, but we don't take them.  We are given the resources, but we don't use them.  We are given the time, but we don't take it.  We are given the vision, but we don't see it.  Why? Are we afraid of failure or disappointment?  I can honestly say yes to both of those.  I am always afraid of being a failure or being a disappointment to my family and friends.  I am my own worst enemy.  But I learned tonight that I must release the burden of ME and I did.

I know that God has a plan and a purpose for my life.  I know that He wants to use me in a way that I have not yet discovered, but I am working on it.  He has made my life anew.  The last few weeks have been very trying for my flesh, but my spirit has been learning and being filled with God's word.  So even though I have been derailed, I have been being repaired.

There is so much more I want to write about, but I will close for now.  I would like to leave you with this, think about a time when you were "derailed".  Was it hard to get "back on track"?  Did you have the opportunity to have some repairs done?  If not, it is never to late to make those repairs to your life, all you have to do is ask Him.

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

You Reap What You Sow

Wow, has it really been 11 days since I last posted?  It just seems that time is going faster and faster these days.  A lot of things have been going on.  My son celebrated his 22nd birthday on September 7 and on September 5, he proposed to his beautiful fiance Brittany.  I am so happy for both of them.  Just this weekend my precious little grandson spent the night with us.  Who ever would have thought that playing Peek-a-Boo at 3:00 in the morning would be so much fun?  Needless to say I was very tired the next day.  Also, my husband went to church with me for the first time on Sunday and I was so happy.  So it has been a wonderful and blessed month so far.  I can't wait to see what other wonderful things the Lord has in store for me and my family.

Which brings me to the topic of this segment of "The Pantry".  During my bible study the last couple of days, this topic has come up again and again in different contexts, but the point is still the same, You Will Reap What You Sow.  2 Corinthians 9:6 (NIV)-Remember this:  Whoever sows sparingly will also reap sparingly, and whoever sows generously will also reap generously.  The following is from Joel Osteen's website:  If you believe in faith and keep speaking victory, favor, health and wholeness, you will see positive changes happen in your life.  You will reap a good harvest from the seeds you are sowing.  Wow, doesn't that make you stop and think?

I can honestly tell you that in the last few weeks, there have been times when I have not sown good seed.  There were things that happened that really brought me down and I did not treat my loved ones the way that I should have been treating them.  Why do we always try to hurt the ones we love?  They are the ones that will be by us no matter what.  Trust me, it does not feel good when you realize that the seeds you have sown are not becoming fruitful and the reason for that is because you have not been taking care of them the way that you should.

But as you can tell from the first paragraph of this post, there were some seeds that were sown well and they produced a bountiful harvest.  I never gave up praying that my husband would come to church with me and he did.  Was it when I wanted it to be?  No, it was in God's time.  I was not even expecting him to go with me this past Sunday, so it was such a blessing.  Being a Mom, I have always prayed for my son and that he would have a wonderful life and he is.  My grandson is so very precious to me and I am so grateful to have a wonderful step daughter.  I have wonderful parents and a sister and of course all of my other relatives.  I love my family and I pray daily for them.  I like to think that I am sowing a seed on their behalf no matter what they may need.  So when they are blessed, I give all of the honor and glory to my heavenly Father.

I would like to challenge you today to, think about the seed that your are sowing.  Will you reap a bountiful harvest?  Or do you need to make changes in your sowing?  May God bless you today and bring you joy and peace.

Friday, September 2, 2011

F.R.O.G.

How many of you know what F.R.O.G. stands for?  Several years ago, this was all over the place.  On bracelets, cups, jewelry, you name it and it had F.R.O.G. on it.  It stands for Fully Rely On God.  Take just a minute to reflect on that.  Do you fully rely on God?  If not, what is holding you back?

The bible studies that I have been reading lately have been fantastic.  I am so glad that I make the time to get up everyday and read my bible.  It is so awesome to start your day off on the right foot and with a positive message.  Doing this has helped me to rely on God more than I have in a really long time.  I can't even begin to tell you how much I enjoy just talking to Him while I am driving to work.  It is so freeing.

On August 28, we had one of our church members preach because our Pastor was out of town.  He did an awesome job and preached in 1 Corinthians chapter 15.  My favorite verse from that chapter is verse 58(NIV):  Therefore, my dear brothers, stand firm.  Let nothing move you.  Always give yourself fully to the work of the Lord, because you know that your labor in the Lord is not in vain.  God will give us the strength to stand firm if we will let him.

Another reading from Joyce Meyer on the same day reads as follows:  Your weakness is God's opportunity to show His power!  He is not surprised by them and actually knew all about them before you did.  So you can relax and enjoy your daily while God continues working in you.  Even in our weakest moments, God is there to hold us up and watch over us.

I can assure you that once you choose to Rely on God, nothing in your life will be the same.  He loves you so much and wants you to trust Him with all of your problems, insecurities and weaknesses.  He wants to share in your joys, miracles and happiness.  He does not ever want any of us to go through these good or bad things alone.  He always wants us to trust and rely on Him.

Will you F.R.O.G. today?  If you do, you will be amazed at the wonderful blessings you will receive.

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Catching Up

Wow, I cannot believe that it has been three days since I have posted on this blog.  Crazy thing is that I had to catch up on some bible study stuff as well earlier today.  I am telling you the days are just going by faster and faster each week.

I believe that sometimes we are put in the situation of getting behind for a reason.  What that reason is, I really don't know.  Most of you know that I am very OCD and I hate to get behind on anything.  I always have to have things planned in advance because I am not one of those, "fly by the seat of your pants", types.  Funny thing is that when I was going to school a few semesters ago, I would procrastinate until the last minute to get papers written, homework done, etc.  I always said that I did it because I worked better under pressure, but I really don't know why I did it.

So since today was the end of the month, I wanted to get everything done today.  Just in time to start all over again tomorrow.  Do you ever wonder why we tend to wait to do things sometimes?  I do, but I still haven't figured it out.  In fact, I need to start working on my To Do list for the next time I have some days off.  There are several things that I need to get done around the house.

One thing that I hope you will not procrastinate on, is trusting in God to take care of all your needs.  Remember that He loves you and all you need to do is invite Him in.

May you all have a wonderful and blessed day.  Thank you for continuing to read "The Pantry".

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Frustration

I am just going to be very honest with you: today has been very frustrating for me.  Because of that I feel like I am having a really hard time writing.  So, I thought I would just write a little something about frustration.

It amazes me how the smallest things can make us frustrated.  To be honest again, it really doesn't take me long to get frustrated sometimes.  I did get my bible study done and I had hoped that would help, but it didn't.  Even though I absolutely loved my bible study, I still keep going back to the things that I have been frustrated about today.  

God had a different plan for me this afternoon then to be frustrated.  As I was going back through some of my notes trying to find something to write about, I came upon something that I had written down yesterday.  This is from the book of Psalms.  Psalms 139:23-24 (NIV)   23) Search me, O God, and know my heart, test me and know my anxious thoughts.  24) See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.  This was also in our message at church this morning.  God wants us to allow Him into everything that is going on in our lives.  He wants us to call on Him in our times of trouble.  He wants to bless us with His might power.  He wants to heal us. He wants to deliver us.  All He wants us to say is "Here I am Lord, search me and lead me.  I want to follow You all the days of my life.  I want to do Your work."  God does not want us to stay in the pit of frustration or any other type of pit that we may be in.  He wants us to receive all of His promises.  

My personal prayer, "Lord, thank You for loving me.  Thank you for helping me to see that being frustrated is not really warranted in any of my situations today.  Lord, I pray that you will help me to be more able to control my frustrations and spend more time bringing honor and glory to You.  Jesus I thank you for the blood that you shed for me.  You are my King."  

Will you let God help you today and get you out of your pit? 

Friday, August 26, 2011

Watching God's Plan Unfold

I sit here tonight in amazement.  Amazed that I am watching God's plan unfold.  Sometimes it almost feels as if it is not even real.  I sometimes feel like I have to pinch myself in order to make sure that it is all not a dream.  Two weeks ago I wrote on "God's Plan"; in that blog I wrote a little about my son, but tonight I am going to write a little bit more.

When my son first started attending church with his girlfriend, I could immediately tell that there was something in him that was changed.  I still remember the day that he told me he was going to be baptized.  Of course, I was there for his baptism and cried my eyes out with tears of joy.  Since that time, he has never looked back.  He has given it all to God.  

I had the privilege of listening to him speak to the youth group last Wednesday.  He has such a love for God that you can see it all over his face.  I cannot even begin to explain what it is like to watch your child preach to a group of young people.  I could hear and feel the love that he has for God.  Tonight I got to watch him play bass guitar in the youth band, worshiping with music.  He has also spoken one other time to the youth and is also a member of our church puppet team.  Yes, I am a very proud Mom.  I am so proud of the man that he is becoming.  

God has a plan for my son's life.  I am so blessed and honored that I can be a part of watching this plan unfold.  I am so honored to watch him become the man that his Heavenly Father wants him to be.  I may be his mother, but God can give him so much more than I ever could.  I have always said that God gave me my son for a reason.  Part of that reason was I needed to change the path my life was taking back then; and he is still helping me now.  His faith has led me back to church.  I have renewed my faith and commitment to God, I have been baptized and I am allowing God to do His work in me.

God has a plan for you and He wants you to be able to watch it unfold.  All you have to do is give Him permission.  He will bless you beyond measure.  He will show you things that you never even knew.  Most of all, He will love you like no one else ever has.  Won't you allow Him to unfold His plan for you?

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Change II

I wrote a little about "Change" five days ago, but the Lord has been showing me more about change in the last few days.  So I am going to do a little more writing on this subject.  This will even tie a little bit into my post from last night.

From Joyce Meyer on August 24:  Change requires change!  Only a foolish person thinks they can keep doing the same thing they have always done and get a different result.  From Joyce Meyer today:  Don't be afraid of change because it is always necessary for progress.  All I can say is WOW.  I hope those words spoke to you as they did to me, because they spoke volumes to me.

Last night I spoke about "My Temple", which is my body.  I want "My Temple" and everything within "My Temple" to be pleasing to God.  This will require some change.  Change in how I pray, how I worship, how I spend my time with God, how I act, how I speak, how I dress, how I treat others, how  I eat, how I take care of myself and how I take care of my family.  I cannot continue to do things the way I do now and expect a different result.  I must sacrifice some things to make the changes if I want progression in the plan that the Lord has for my life.  I must learn to submit everything that I have to Him and know that He will keep His promise to me.  I must learn to accept the change and allow it to help me grow in the areas that are being changed.

We must not be afraid of change.  We must know that God will be there to help us through the rough times and allow us to continue you on our path.  We must always remember to thank Him for everything that He is doing for us and the changes that are taking place in our lives.

We serve an awesome God and He is worthy of all our praise.

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

My Temple

1 Corinthians 6: 19-20   19)Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God?  You are not your own, 20) you were bought at a price.  Therefore honor God with your body.  

I read this scripture during my bible study this morning and it spoke volumes to me.  My husband has always said that we should take care of our bodies because they are a temple for God.  I guess I never really realized the importance until I reread this again tonight prior to beginning this post.  Once again I am amazed at the way that God will show us something at the time that we really need it in our lives.

Just today, I was thinking about how much I really need and want to lose weight.  The last few months have been very emotionally hard for me.  I have tacked on about 30 unanswered pounds.  It seems like the more I gain, the more I seem to be losing control of the battle.  The last few months have been very trying for me and I guess that I have chosen to allow food to comfort me.  I have struggled with my weight for many, many years.  There are times when I have lost weight and then I will gain it back, lose it again and gain it back and on and on and on.  That is why after reading this scripture again tonight I realized that it is time to do something about it.  I know that I must surrender "my temple" to God and allow Him to have total control.

This is going to be quite a challenge for me.  I know that it will require a lot of discipline and hard work, but I am ready to give it all I have.  I also know that I need to do this for me and my family.  I want to be here to enjoy my children and my grandchildren.  I want to be able to do things with my family and not feel tired anymore.  I want to be happy again about who I am and the way I look.  I want  "My Temple" to be pleasing to God.  I know I have said this many, many times, but I want everything I do in my life to bring honor and glory to Him.

Take a look at "Your Temple" today.  Is there anything that you need or want to change?  If so, give it to Him and He will take the journey with you.     

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

What a Ride

I cannot believe that yesterday marked the fourth week that I have been writing "The Pantry".  It honestly does not seem that long.  It seems like only yesterday when I decided to give it a try.  

I cannot even begin to tell you how I feel.  I forgot how much I love to write.  This blog has brought so much joy and purpose into my life.  Each time I sit down to write I just feel so blessed and excited.  There is such a feeling that comes over me when I write that I cannot explain and there is such a beautiful peace that surrounds me.  On those few days that I haven't written, I feel really bad; like I am letting down my best friend.      

I have said this many times, but I truly believe that God is the co-author of this blog.  There are times when I am writing that I don't even remember what I just wrote.  I know that He is with me and that there is something that He wants me to say.    I have learned to listen for Him.  I also pray before I begin my writing, which has allowed me to spend more time in prayer and bible study.  I have learned a lot in the last few weeks.

I hope that you will decide to continue following this blog.  My prayer is that you will be blessed by "The Pantry" and that what you read will inspire you.  I know that God will keep stocking it so that we will remain filled with His precious teachings and words.  Thank you so much for your continued support.  Remember you comments are always welcome and I read every single one.

Thank you Lord, for all of Your blessings and Your continued help with this work.  May all honor and glory belong to You.

Sunday, August 21, 2011

Hitting the Brick Wall

How many of you have hit brick walls?  I don't necessarily mean a real brick wall, I am just talking about a point where you just cannot go anymore, and you are stuck?  I can tell you, I have hit many a brick wall.  This is also a term that we use at work, which means that we are beyond tired.  I must tell you that today I hit the brick wall at work about 1:00.  Since this was my first day shift, I was a little behind the 8 ball anyway.  But I did make it through with flying colors.

Do you ever stop to think about how this "brick wall" came into your life?  Sometimes I think it is just a circumstance of life.  We are all going to hit "brick walls" at some time or another.  How we deal with these walls is another story.

A few days ago, I received this message on a daily message site I belong to called, God wants you to know.  Here is the message from 8-15:  God wants you to know.....that when you come to a wall, you can either climb it, or you can simply walk around until you find a door.  Don't make life so hard, - look for the doors!!!   How true that statement is.  Sometimes we tend to become so focused on one thing, that everything else just passes us by.   We use the wall as an excuse; an excuse for not wanting to work, not wanting to go to school, not wanting to go to church, etc.  We become so obsessed with this wall, that we lose focus of how to remove all the things that don't belong there.  We also will walk right by some of the open doors and never peak in.

I am so thankful that God has a plan to get us away from these "brick walls".  Please step out today and take that step to be the person God wants to you be.  

Saturday, August 20, 2011

Change

Tomorrow I begin my new shift at work.  I am excited but a little nervous.  I have been working the night shift for the last year and a half.  I know that going to the day shift will be a lot better for my family and probably my health, but I have liked the atmosphere of working at night. 

I work with some fantastic people and I know that the transition will be pretty painless.  The only thing I am worried about is getting up in the morning.  I am really not a morning person.  I am use to staying up until 1:00 or 2:00 in the morning, but now I will have to be going to bed at 10:00pm, because believe me, I need my beauty sleep.  I am sure that it will take me a couple of weeks to adjust and I will be fine.

I truly believe that God has us go through some of these "changes" in life, so that we can see what we are made of.  He also wants to see how we react to certain situations and if we will follow His will.  I know that the Lord has had his hand in this from the very beginning.  Just the way everything worked out, I know that it could not have been for any other reason.  I hope God will continue to make changes to my life and continue to allow me to do His will. 

I am willing to make the changes that the Lord sees fit for me to make.  Are you willing to allow him to make changes for you?

Friday, August 19, 2011

Gracious, Righteous and Compassion

Have you ever felt that everything was closing in on you and you had no where to escape to?  Have you ever been given a diagnosis by a doctor, and you wonder if you are going to make it?  Well, I have and I can tell you first hand that it is not fun.  This October will mark my 17th year of being an Ovarian Cancer Survivor.  I can tell you first hand that getting that "C" word diagnosis will bring you to your knees in half a second and totally set your world into a vicious spin that you think will never end. 

As I was doing my bible study this evening, I came across a chapter in Psalms that meant so much to me when I was going through my cancer treatments, Psalm 116.  I would love for you to take a moment and read this chapter.  There is such a powerful lesson to be learned in this chapter.  Verses 5-6 really spoke to me today:  5-The Lord is gracious and righteous; and God is full of compassion.  6-The Lord protects the simplehearted; when I was in great need, he saved me.   God is so good.   

I was healed and know that God poured out His healing power upon me all those years ago.  I am so grateful that He is gracious, righteous and compassionate.  Although we are given battles in our lives, we must always remember that God will never give us more than we can handle.  I know that God put me through that rough time in my life, so that I could use what I learned from that experience to help others.  Sixteen years ago, I wondered "why" He spared my life.  I knew what I was going through was for a reason, but I didn't know what.  I can tell you, almost seventeen later, I am still trying to figure out the "why".  

I have always tried to encourage others who are going through cancer or have family members going through cancer.  I remember the way that I was treated by the doctors and nurses who took care of me, and I want to take care of the patients that I deal with now in that same way.  I want people to know that no matter what the doctor says, God is the ultimate healer.  I love being able to talk with someone about my experience and my journey and I hope that it will help them on theirs.  So as I write this, I guess I am figuring out the "why".  As you can see, God can use anyone to spread His word and be an example of His works.  My God, you are so good.  Isn't it great to have a teacher who will show you grace, righteousness and compassion?  Thank you Lord for teaching us about grace, righteousness and compassion.  May everything that we do bring all honor and glory to You.   

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Freedom

If you read my blog yesterday, you will remember that I talked about being FREE.  I kept feeling that the Lord wanted me to share a little bit more with you about freedom.  I looked up the word freedom on dictionary.com and it gave me five different definitions.  The fifth definition being:  personal liberty, as opposed to bondage or slavery.  If you will also recall the following words that I mentioned from the song "Freedom" that I have been listening to:  No more shackles, no more chains, no more bondage, I am free.  

I cannot tell you how many times I have listened to that song over the last week.  No matter if I am in my car or at home when I listen to this song, I have the same reaction.  The hair on the back of my neck stands up, I get goose bumps and I feel an overwhelming presence of God.  It is the most awesome feeling ever.  It is awesome to know that we can be free from all of the things of our past.  We don't have to hold onto to them anymore nor do we have to be tied down by them.  God wants us to know that we can be free all we have to do is ask.  He will free us from those things that bind us and make us new.  Jesus died so that we could be Free, can you take a moment today to praise Him?    

Now to switch gears to those who fight for our earthly freedom and our country.  Our military men and woman make such a sacrifice to ensure that our freedom as Americans is preserved.  I would like to say Thank You to all who have served and are still serving in our military for our Freedom.  In the last few weeks there have been way to many of these fine men and woman who have been killed.  My heart aches for these families and I pray that God will comfort them and pour His love out upon them.  Please take some time in your daily prayers to pray for our military.   

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

His Plan

First of all, I would like to start off by saying that I am so happy to be FREE. I have been listening to a song called "Freedom" that we sing at church.  Whenever I listen to this song, I can feel the Lord speaking to me and confirming to me that I am FREE.  No more shackles, no more chains, no more bondage, I am FREE.  Thank you my sweet Jesus.

If you have been reading my post the last few days, you will know that the Lord has really been speaking to me about "His" plan and trusting in "Him".  It seems that everywhere I have turned, everything I have read, everything I have heard over the last few days, has led me back to the same thing:  His plan in His time and learning to trust in Him.  Although we may know what we want to do and how we want to do it; or where we want to go and how we want to get there, it may not be what is part of our plan.  We must put all of our trust in God and we must commit everything that we do unto Him.

I had the wonderful pleasure of  listening to my son preach to the church youth group tonight.  His sermon even touched a little on what God is wanting from us.  He spoke about the fact that we need to put on the Armor of God.  We are here to serve God and it is our responsibility to do what He asks of us.  If you would have asked me a year ago, or even 7 months ago, would I be watching my son preach to a youth group?  I would have said no.  However, God had a plan for my son's life and His plan is being revealed to him everyday.  I cannot wait to see where it takes him.  Praise God!!!

If you would have asked me a month ago, if I would be writing a blog, I would have said no.  However, God had a plan for me and He is revealing it to me each and everyday.  I am so honored and blessed.  I don't know where this is leading, but I am along for the ride.  Thank you my sweet Jesus!!  I may be typing the words, but they are not always just mine.  God has taken something that I love to do, which is writing, and used it for His glory.

Is there something that you are passionate about?  Keep your spirit, your heart and your mind open to God's calling.  You never know what His plan for you may be, so don't let it pass you by.

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Trusting in God

Proverbs 16, was my reading for today.  If you have not read it, I suggest you take a few minutes to do so.  There is a lot of wisdom to be learned from the passage of scripture.  You know you are in for a good lesson when the first thing you read is Proverbs 16:1-To man belong the plans of the heart, but from the Lord comes the reply of the tongue.  


We all have plans on what we want to do and what we want out of our lives.  It takes some of us a very long time to realize that our plans are not necessarily His plans.  As I talked about on Sunday, God will use people, places and things to get us to where we are suppose to be.  He is ultimately in control.

We see a promise in Proverbs 16:3-Commit to the Lord whatever you do, and your plans will succeed.    We must have faith in that whatever we commit to God, He will bless. The bible also tells us in Verse 9, that He will determine our steps:  In his heart a man plans his course, but the Lord determines his steps. God will watch all of our steps so that we can walk in the way that He has planned for our life.  The final verse that really spoke to me today was verse 20: Whoever gives heed to instruction prospers, and blessed is he who trusts in the Lord.  We must follow the instructions that He gives us and trust that He will keep his promises.


In closing today, my hope is that you will see how much God wants to take you where you have never even dreamed could be possible.  He wants to love you and show you all that He has in store for you.  God's plans are far better than the plans that we have for ourselves.  Will you trust in Him today?        

Sunday, August 14, 2011

A Short Note

I hope this finds you all doing well.  I am not going to spend much time today as I have to work tonight, so I must get in a nap.  I just want to take a moment to thank you for following this blog.  For the last two weeks, I have enjoyed writing to you in hopes that what I say may inspire and enrich your lives.  I truly feel that the Lord has blessed me with The Pantry, and I am so excited to see where He will continue to lead me.

I am believing that God will lead more people to this blog.  I know that God is still doing a work in me and I am still growing in my relationship with Him.  What I love most about spending time with God, is the fact that it is always a learning process and there is always room to grow.  The best part is that I am not alone, He is there every step of the way.  Allow Him to work in you today.

Saturday, August 13, 2011

God's Plan

Do you ever stop to think about where you are and how you got there?  Then you realize that you are in the place that you are because of God and the plan that He has for your life.  Then you look back a little bit further and you can see where He has touched your life and directed you in the way that you should go.   

I realized while watching the youth from our church tonight at the ice rink, that I am so blessed to be where I am today.  I never thought that finding an ice rink in Oklaoma City in March 2006 would lead me to being in that same ice rink tonight with so many who have become family.  My son and his beautiful girlfriend met at this same ice rink almost a year ago.  As she and I were talking, we both know that God has had His hand on how everything has turned out for our families.  God has a plan.  Things may come along and happen that we don't quit understand, but we will see a few months down the road that it was His plan.  Now, instead of spending my Sunday afternoons and evenings, in this same ice rink, watching my son play hockey, I now attend church with him, his beautiful girlfriend and her parents, and watch him praising and worshiping God.  I see the call of God on his life and it makes me so proud.  Who would have thought that deciding to go ice skating on St. Patrick's day weekend of  March 2006, would have led us to where we are today? 

Ironically, I read this on my Facebook page prior to beginning the writing of this post.  From Joyce Meyer Ministries:  God is working in you and in your life right now.  You may not feel it or see it, but you can believe it. 

You never know where or how God will use a place, person or thing, to get you were He needs and wants you to be.  But I can assure you my friend that He does. I can also assure you that there is no other feeling like it in this world when you realize that He loves you and only wants whats best for you.  God is so good.    

Thursday, August 11, 2011

The Rain

Today, I am so very, very thankful for the rain. I sure do love a good thunderstorm.  I love the sound of the rain and the clap of the thunder.  I  love watching the lightening and the way it dances across the sky.  

As a child I remember thinking that the thunder was God rearranging furniture in heaven.  I thought the rain were His tears.  I never really thought about what the lightening meant, I just remember being afraid of it.  As a child did you ever have an explanation for the rain, thunder and lightening?  If you have children, what are their thoughts?

As I look out the window, I see the trees blowing in the wind and the clouds, and I am thankful.  I see the wetness of the lawn, trees, plants and driveway, and I am thankful.  Thankful that he has answered so many prayers by bringing the rain and cooler temperatures.  He is good.

We must remember that He will never give us more than we can handle.  We must also remember that things will come in His time not our time.  We may not always understand why things happen the way they do, but we must have faith, that He knows why they happen.  This is one of my favorite scriptures:  Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. Trust in Him to meet all of your needs, trust in Him to answer all of your prayers, trust in Him to show you the plans that He has for you, trust in Him to be who He says He is.  Do you trust Him today?  I sure do.

Like God pours down the rain from heaven, He will pour down his love for you if you will just open your heart for Him and let Him in.      

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Promises

The Lord has taken me on quite a little journey this morning.  I know I have said this before, but I am totally amazed at the way God continues to use people, their words and His words to bring a point or lesson across.  As I have said before, the words I write are not only mine but His.  I believe God has called me to spread His word in a way that means so much to me.  Lord, I give you all the glory.

I was catching up on Facebook this morning and noticed a post from a friend, " Sometimes I think God has his favorites, I don't think I am one of them!!!!!"   (Long story short, this friend has been struggling with some employment issues and had an interview for the job that they really wanted, but did not get it.)  This really broke my heart.  I have been following this friend and they have put their trust and faith in God, but as you can tell by the words, does not feel that they are favored.  Have you ever felt this way?  I know I have.

So after reading this post, I continued with my bible reading for the day.  I was flipping through my bible on my way to Romans when my bible opened to Mark 11:25-And when you stand praying, if you hold anything against anyone, forgive him, so that your Father in heaven may forgive you your sins.  (NIV)  This took me to Matthew 21:21-Jesus replied, "I tell you the truth, if you have faith and do not doubt, not only can you do what was done to the fig tree, but also you can say to this mountain, 'Go, throw yourself into the sea,' and it will be done".  (NIV)  Then we journeyed to Matthew 7:7-"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you." (NIV)  Lastly, Luke 17:6-He replied, "If you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mulberry tree, 'Be uprooted and planted in the sea,' and it will obey you.  (NIV)  Here is where it gets more amazing, I get Facebook updates from Joel Osteen Ministries and Joyce Meyer Ministries everyday.  Today's messages were:  Joel Osteen:  "The more you speak God's Word, the more His goodness fills your heart and the more real His promises become in your life."  Joyce Meyer:  "Worry is like rocking in a rocking chair all day, because it keeps you busy but gets you nowhere."

God is so very good.  He first tells us to forgive so that we may be forgiven and able to receive.  We must have faith that He will do what He has promised us He will do.  We must "ask" and even if we only have a small amount of faith, He assures us that it will be given.  We must speak His words and allow Him to fill us with His presence and teaching.  Although it is our human nature to worry, we should put all of our faith in Him and allow Him to fulfill His plan and purpose for us.

What promises are you believing for today?  Are you willing to allow Him to keep His promise no matter how long it takes or are you going to stay in the rocking chair?    

Monday, August 8, 2011

The Junk

I know I mention this often, but I will mention it again and again and again, I love my church!!!  Last night was a wonderful service.  Thank you Brother Daren Davis for the wonderful message you preached last night.  It was fantastic and right on.  The following is what I received from this sermon in my own words and as directed by Him, who is the true writer of "The Pantry".    

We all have "Junk" in our lives even if we don't want to admit it.  We even try to hide it.  We put on the face that we think everyone wants to see.  We say the things we think everyone wants to hear.  We act the way we think everyone wants us to act.  But when it comes right down to it, we are absolutely miserable.  Our "junk" has taken over our lives.  It has robbed us of our joy and our happiness.  We smile on the outside, but we are crying on the inside.  We say things are fine, ok and alright, but inside we are sad, miserable and have a feeling of worthlessness.  We do things that we have always done and seem to enjoy them, but inside we would just rather crawl up in a ball and stay that way forever.  We become so consumed with our "junk" that we lose who we are and who we want to become.  We lose sight of His plan for our lives.

Is this you?  I will be honest with you, at times, it is me.  We do not want to allow ourselves to deal with the "junk", we just want to keep pushing it away or sweeping it under the rug.  We don't want anyone to know about what is going on with us.  We don't want anyone to question us about how we are feeling.  We just want to pretend that everything is ok, when it really isn't.  We continue to live in a place that is not real to us and we begin to wonder if there is an answer.

I have good news for you my beloved readers, there is an answer.  The answer is Jesus.  He is a healer, a redeemer and a deliverer.  He is a friend and a confidant.  He will help you to get rid of your "junk" and reveal to you His purpose and plan for your life.  Romans 8:28  And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.  (NIV)

Brother Davis posed this question in his sermon last night, "Am I willing to endure the "junk" so that God receives the glory?"  My answer is yes.  What is yours?  I am thankful that last night at church, I was given the opportunity to take my "junk" and leave it at the altar and I did.  Thank you Jesus, for your mercy and to You I give all the glory.

Sunday, August 7, 2011

Time

Time is a very valuable thing these days.  It seems that we are always running here, there and everywhere.  There is always some function, some game, some party, etc.  Everyone is always so busy. 

During some of my reading time this morning I came across this from Joyce Meyer Ministries, "Every day of your life that passes is one you will never get back again, so be sure you don't wast it".  How many of you feel like there are days that you waste?  I will admit that there are probably several days that I feel I have wasted.  Why?  Because sometimes I am just lazy or other things come up.  I try to plan my days, but sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn't.  I know that it will work if I just focus and get it done. 

I have done really well this week in keeping up with my bible readings.  Sometimes I don't do so well, but I have decided that I am not going to waste any more time on not getting this done..  Not to mention it is good for the soul.

As you go through this week, take some time to make sure that you are not wasting time.  Make sure that you are taking advantage of every signle minute that you are awake.  Love someone, call someone, sit with someone, write someone, etc.  Just do something that will enable you to not waste time and be a blessing to someone else. 

Friday, August 5, 2011

Inventory

When was the last time that you took inventory of what was in your kitchen/pantry?  I can promise you it has been a really long time for me.  I need to really work on getting that done before the fall/winter season.  It gets to me sometimes when I get to the store and realize that I forgot to check if I was out of a a particular item or not.   Not to mention if I forget my coupon binder. 

When was the last time you took an inventory of your spiritual life?  What things did you discover that you always needed to have?  I like to have my bible, a notebook or journal, and I also read a few things on the internet that I like to read.  These are very impornant things to me when I read.   

I have noticed that when I take the time to read each day, I feel so much better.  I also find that the things I am readying all tie together.  I love it how God does this.  It is almost like he is thumping me on the head and saying have you got this yet? 

I challenge you to take an inventory.  Is there anything you would like to change with your inventory?  If so, now is the time to do it.  Have a save and blessed weekend. 

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Healing

I read the following on Joel Osteen's Facebook page today, "You can receive words that heal you, and you can give words that heal others.  It's a powerful way to live.  Everywhere you go, every life you come in contact with, through the power of God's word and your spoken words, you can be a healer." 

There are so many out there who need some type of healing.  Whether it be from a sickness in their body or mind, an addiction, a spiritual situation, a financial situation or whatever it may be, there is a God who is a mighty healer. 

I am not going to spend a lot of time writing today.  But I am going to give you a challenge.  Today, I would like you to think of someone who is in need of healing, no matter what it is.  I will then ask you to spend some time in prayer for this person.  Even though you don't think you have what it takes to heal someone, you will be amazed at what your prayer will do, because He hears it all. 

Today, I would like to dedicate this post to my sister's friend, Tracy.  She is not only my sister's friend, but has become a part of our family.  She suffered a heart attack and is in a critical care unit.  I am believing for a healing of her body. 

     Lord, I thank you for this day and all that You do for us.  Lord, I lift Tracy to You and in the sweet name of Jesus I pray for healing for her body.  I pray that You will touch her heart and heal it as only You can.  I pray that You will be with all of those who are taking care of her.  I pray that You will be with her family and friends and give them peace and comfort.  I pray that You will give them assurance that You are in control of this situation.  Lord, You deserve all the honor and the praise.  Thank you for your promises.  In the precious name of Jesus, Amen.  

Tracy, we love you and are praying for your speedy recovery. 

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Faith

What is your definition of Faith?  To me, faith is believing in something that I cannot necessarily see with my eyes, feel with my hands or hear with my ears.  Instead it is something that I can see with my soul, hear with my soul and feel with my soul.  Although, I cannot see God with my eyes, I can see Him with my soul, hear Him with my soul and feel Him with my soul.  

I just completed my bible study for today and as I was reading, these words stuck out to me:  trust, rescue, save, hope, restore, increase, promise, faithful, transform, free, heal. Here is what I was lead to write:  

When I trust in God, He will rescue me and save me.  
When I have hope in Him, He can restore my life.  
He will bring me increase.  
He will always keep His promise
He is always faithful.  
He can transform me, free me and heal me.

All of these words were taken from different books, chapters, and verses of the bible and also a couple of other daily readings that I do.  Faith is believing and seeing that no matter where these words came from, He can use them to reach out to us and get His message across.  

I have been so blessed the last week while writing this blog.  I must tell you that everyday before I sit down to write, I ask God to allow my words to be His words.  I am so honored right now, that God is using me to deliver His word.  I want to take a moment to praise Him right now:  Oh, thank you Lord,  for what You are doing in my life.  I love You and You deserve all the honor, glory and praise for these words.  

On July, 9, 2011, I attended a 2nd Anniversary Service for one of our satellite churches.  At the end of that service during the altar call a song "I Give Myself Away" was sung.  These are the words: 
 
 I give myself away, I give myself away, so you can use me
Here I am, Here I stand, Lord, my life is in your hands, 
Lord, I'm longing to see, Your desires revealed in me
Take my heart, Take my life, As a living sacrifice
All my dreams all my plans, Lord I place them in your hands
My life is not my own, To you I belong 
I give myself, I give myself to you.

I didn't realize then, how much this song would end up meaning to me.  I searched you tube and found a video with the music and the words on it.  I have listened to it numerous time since then.  As I just listened to make sure I got the words write, I cannot even begin to tell you what I was feeling.  God is so good and I never want this feeling to end.  

There have been several altar calls at church where our Pastor has asked that anyone who is wanting to know what God has planned for them and where He wants to take them to come down for prayer.  I have gone down every time.  I just want Him to use me, so that everything that I do, will bring honor and glory to Him.  

I am so blessed to have such a wonderful Pastor and church family.  I have never felt more at home in a church than I do at Life Tabernacle in Mustang, OK.  

I can assure you right now my friends that what I am feeling today is Faith.  Faith in that my God will do everything that He has promised; faith that He will continue to use me to share His word with you; and faith that you will see that He can do the same for you.    



  

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Thankful

Last night, I was typing an email to a friend telling her about what has been going on with me and as I was typing I began to realize how thankful I am.  Sometimes, I think we get so caught up in worldly things that we forget to be thankful for everything that is around us.  At times, I believe that we tend to take some things for granted.

Here are some of the things that I am Thankful for:

  • A God who loves me for who I am and forgives me.
  • A husband who loves me and takes care of me.  
  • A son who has grown up to be an exceptional adult and who makes thisMother very proud.  I love him more than words can ever say.  
  • A daughter who is a fantastic mother and wife, whom I am also very proud of.  
  • A grandson, who makes me smile.
  • Parents who have taught me what love, work and life is all about.  Without them, I would be nothing.  
  • A Sister whom I love dearly and am so blessed to have.
  • The remainder of my family who has touched my life in one way or the other.
  • My friends.  I have been blessed with some wonderful friends and some of whom I consider more like family.  
  • My job.
  • My writing.
I could go on and on, but I believe that these are the most important things I am thankful for.  Being thankful is a very important part of our Pantry.  When when we are thankful for the things in our lives, God receives all the praise, honor and glory. 

Here are a few things to think on today:  
  • From Joyce Meyer Ministries-Try to get through the day without uttering one complaint.  Be thankful and say so.
  • From Joel Olsteen Ministries-When you fill your word's with God's word, you set the winds of change in motion.  You receive more of what God has for you, and you become a blessing to everyone and everything around you.  

What are you thankful for today?  Will you be a blessing to everyone and everything around you?  I hope I am.  Be blessed today my friends.

Monday, August 1, 2011

Reflection

Happy Monday and thank you Lord, for this beautiful day.  As I look back on the last week, I am very humbled and thankful.  One week ago today I wrote my first blog.  I have always loved to write, but never really pursued it.  I have always tried to decide what I wanted to be when I grew up, but had never figured it out.  Last Sunday when I was at work a group of us were talking about what we enjoyed doing.  Talking with a friend I said, "I have always wanted to be a writer", and she said, "Well, do it"; so here we are today.  As I mentioned in my first post, God also played a huge part in the beginning of this journey.  So to my wonderful and amazing Heavenly Father, thank you and I give You all the honor and praise.  To my dear friend, Cayce, thank you for giving me the extra push I needed to "Just Do It".  

I know that I still have a very long way to go.  I know you can't become a Nora Roberts, Sandra Brown or author over night.  But I can tell you this; when I sit down at my computer to write, my heart and my mind are happy.  My spirit feels free.  I am not the lone author of the words on this blog.  God has used this tool to help me to spread His word.  I may not be a minister, pastor, or evangelist, but I am a child of God and He will use us to reach His people.  When I write I feel the presence of God with me.  He is that warm feeling that I feel in my stomach.  If you have ever felt that you know what I mean.  So this has not only been a personal journey for me, but a spiritual one as well.  I feel a sense of accomplishment and purpose.  I will honest with you, there are times when I feel I have no important purpose in life but this door that God has opened has given me purpose and direction.  

To all of you that have responded to my posts, thank you.  I am glad that you are enjoying them.  Please continue to let me know what you think.  If you have any suggestions for topics just let me know.  If this blog has been an inspiration to you, please feel free to refer your friends and family.  Until later..............

Saturday, July 30, 2011

Look, Listen and Feel

Take a moment to close your eyes and listen...........what do you hear?  I hear the water from the fish tank, the whirring of the ceiling fan, the air coming from the air conditioner vent and the dogs occasionally readjusting themselves on their futon.  Now close your eyes...........what do you feel?  I can feel the air from the ceiling fan touching my skin.  I can also feel my heart beating in my chest.  I can feel the movement of my chest as I take a breath in and let it out.  Notice that when you open your eyes, you can look around to find the things that you heard and felt while your eyes were closed.

Sometimes on our journey in life we tend to be in such a rush that we forget to look, listen and feel the things that are going on around us.  It is almost as if we put blinders on our peripheral vision and we just stay focused on what is directly ahead of us.  By doing this, we sometimes miss out on very important people, opportunities and things that come along our way or that God may put across our path.

I know that I have probably missed out on several things because at times I tend to do this very thing.  At times I can be very OCD (Obsessive Compulsive).  I like to plan things out and believe me when I say I get very frustrated if they don't go as planned.  I go so far as to make a list and get all of my coupons sorted and ready before I even go to the grocery store.  I color code my calendar so that at an easy glance I know what is going on just by looking at the colors.  These are just a few things that I do to hold on to some control in my life.  However, even just holding onto control of these few things may allow me to miss out on some of the important things that He may put into my path.

Let's just take a quick look at some of the beauty that our Heavenly Father has created:

  • Look:  Notice the flowers, trees and birds.  Notice the wind how it moves the tree branches causing them to almost wave at you.  
  • Listen:  Listen to the tree branches as they move in the wind and the rustling of the leaves.  Listen to the sweet song of the birds. 
  • Feel:  Feel the slight breeze as it dances across your skin.  Feel the grass beneath your feet or the softness of the flower petals in your hand.  
This is just a tiny bit of what our God has created, but I hope it at least got you thinking of a few things.  Next time you go outside, look, listen and feel to see what else you may notice. 

As far as our "Spiritual" pantry goes we can apply the same principles as we did in the first paragraph:

  • Look:  As you read your bible, look for the message that God is trying to relate to you.  I have so many highlighted areas in my bible, especially in Psalms and Proverbs that I can just flip through and read the scriptures that have touched my life.  You don't even have to look very hard.  Just open you eyes, your mind and your heart and He will do the rest.  
  • Listen:  When you come across a passage that really touches you, take a moment to close your eyes and listen to what God is trying to tell you.  You will be surprised at what you may hear.  Keep your ears open as you go on with your everyday activities.  You will be surprised how many more times you will hear that same message.  
  • Feel:  Trust me when I say this, you will feel it when God is trying to tell you something.  If you have listened and heard a message, you will feel something when you hear it again.  You may get a little fluttering in your belly, or goose bumps or any other number of feelings.  You may even just feel it in your heart that this is something that you know is from Him and that He wants you to know.  
This is another one of those topics that I could go on an on about, but I will just leave you with this little appetizer for now.

 The challenge for today is this:  Stop to think if you feel you have ever missed out on any blessings are opportunities.  Next:  Are you willing to take the time now to Look, Listen and Feel so that you do not miss out on any other blessings or opportunities that He has in store for you?  I am.


Thursday, July 28, 2011

Finding the Best Deal

As most of you know, I love to coupon.  I have been couponing since October of last year and let me tell you, I enjoy shopping now.  It is so much fun to see how much money I will save.  Unlike the show "Extreme Couponing",  I simply use coupons for the things that my family will use and what we need for a couple of weeks.  I only stockpile certain things like, toilet paper, Kleenex, toothpaste, shampoo, body wash, deodorant, shaving items, laundry soap, dish soap, cereal and some snacks.  My next project is to start purchasing things that I can get for less than $1.00 or FREE to donate to those in need.

Through my couponing, my family and I have been able to try things that I wouldn't normally purchase, but with a coupon I will give it a try.  Even my son asks if I have coupons for certain things now and he will even try something different if I have a coupon for it.  Needless to say, I often get asked if this is worth it and if I really save that much.  Let me put it this way, if I save $5.00 or $50.00, I am saving and taking care of my family.  I take my time when shopping  to find the best deal that I can.  It may take me a little more organizing and planning, but it sure is worth it in the end.  So far this year I have saved about $750.00 by using coupons.

As we continue on our road with God, I believe that sometimes we try to "Find the Best Deal".  Whether it be finding the right church, the right bible, the right way to pray, the right music to listen to, etc., we are trying to find what works best for us and is still pleasing to God.  We are all unique individuals and none of us are made to think, look or act the same.  God created us all differently and by doing so, He created each of us to be the "Best Deal" in His eyes.

I am so glad to have the relationship with my God that I do.  I can go to Him at anytime with whatever is troubling me.  I can talk to Him as if He is sitting right beside me.  He is a great listener and He does answer prayers, in His time.  He is a great teacher.  He loves me unconditionally.  He is my healer, redeemer and Savior.  When I fall He picks me up and tells me to keep going.  Of course I could go on and on, but I think you get my drift.

In God we have found the "Best Deal" for our lives.  Most importantly, this deal is FREE.  You don't have to wait for a sale or use a coupon, just invite Him in.   I promise you, you will me changed and you will have the "Deal" of a lifetime.    

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Patience

This morning I went for my second steroid injection in my neck.  Needless to say, I have pretty much been useless all afternoon.  Before getting my injection they give me a shot to kind of relax me, so I was pretty much loopy the rest of the day.  So I apologize in advance if I say something that doesn't make much sense, I am going to go ahead and blame the medication.  LOL

I don't know about you, but I have a really hard time sometimes being patient.  There have been many times when I have gotten frustrated waiting on something somewhere or for that matter even waiting to get something done around the house. 

There are also times when I have been praying for something and I get impatient with God because I things aren't happening fast enough.  Can anyone else relate?  It is very hard at times to "let go and let God".  Even though we know that when we do let go, He will bless us beyond measure.  I have also had times where I have given things to God, but I sometimes attempt to take them back.  I don't want to take anything back anymore.  I know that God will bless me according to His will and plan for my life. 

Are you willing to "let go and let God"?  I am.  Remember it is done in God's time not our time.  We must learn to accept this and when we do, we wil see a huge difference in our lives.  May you all be blessed today.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Keeping the Pantry Full

Keeping the pantry full is very important.  There is nothing worse than having your mind set on something in particular and when you go to the pantry, it is not there.  So then you have to decide, do I really want that because it will involve a trip to the store, or can we just do without it this time and use something else?

Now, let's think about our spiritual pantry.  There are many items that can go into our spiritual pantry but I would like to look at what I believe is the most important.  First, we must pray.  Prayer is a simple way to spend time with God.  It doesn't have to be anything formal, just spend some time with Him.  The other morning I was watching TBN and Creflo Dollar came on.  He was talking about being in the presence of the Lord.  He said something that really stuck with me, "talk to God like you would talk to a friend."  I had never really thought about this, but it made perfect sense.  God just wants us to be real with Him.  He doesn't want us putting on an act, He just wants us to talk to Him.  So I drove to work the other day, talking out loud to my God, and you know what?  It felt great.  Don't worry about what anyone else may think, God loves to hear from us.

Secondly, we must read His word.  There are so many things that the bible can teach us.  Proverbs and Psalms are my favorite to read.  I will admit to you that I am very bad sometimes about reading my bible everyday, but I am going to change that.  I read in Seven Secrets Women Want to Know that Proverbs is a wonderful book of the Bible to read to gain wisdom.  They recommended reading, everyday every month.  There are 31 Proverbs, so you should read the chapter that corresponds with the day.  (ex.  Chap 1 for 1st day of the month.)  I have done this for the last several months and I love it.  I will admit again that I am very bad at times, but I try really hard to do it everyday.

Thirdly, we must Praise and Worship Him every time we have a chance.  I am so grateful that my windows are tinted in my car, because I turn my radio up, sing my head off and lift my hands(ok one hand)  to God as I am driving.  If my windows weren't tinted I am sure that people would call 911 and say there was some crazy lady driving down the interstate.  It feels so good to give Praise to our God.

Lastly, going to church is a great way to share all of the above with others who feel the same.  I know that church is not for everyone and there was a time when I did not attend , but I always did the first three most of the time.  I am blessed to have found a wonderful church that I love.  Life Tabernacle in Mustang, is so awesome.  I love my church family and all of the wonderful people I have met there.

I want my "spiritual" pantry to always be full.  Although I fall at times by not keeping up with some of my core items, I make up for it when I can.  I challenge you today to inventory your "spiritual" pantry.  What changes are you going to make, to assure that you don't run out of those core items?

Here is what I am going to do:  I am going to read Proverbs everyday and be more discipline with my Bible studies.  I am going to pray and have a conversation with God and I will give Him all the praise and I will worship Him with my voice.

(I would love to hear what your plans are.  Please feel free to join my blog and leave comments with your thoughts.)

Monday, July 25, 2011

About The Pantry

I am so excited about this venture.  I enjoy writing and have enjoyed posting on Facebook, but I decided that I wanted to branch out a little.  My prayer is that this blog will bring you words of encouragement that will strengthen your faith, help you when you are having a bad day or simply just bring you joy by reading it. 

I would like to start of by explaining the name "The Pantry".  I was trying to think of a name and nothing was coming to me.  I decided to just ask the Lord what He thought would be a good name.  My mind was running in circles and I just felt like I could not think clearly.  I decided that I would go outside and water the lawn.  Within a couple of minutes the words, "The Pantry", entered my mind and I knew right away that this was what He wanted me to title this Blog.  So then I began trying to figure out why this was the chosen name. 

We always hear that the kitchen is the heart of the home and I agree with that statement.  In my opinion the Pantry is the heart of the kitchen.  Why, you may ask?  That is where we store the majority of the groceries that we purchase to feed our families.  The pantry holds our cereal, canned goods, prepared foods, spices, baking products, prepared dinners, etc.  It can also hold the cooking utensils that we use to cook for our families.  The pantry is also the place that holds the special treats that we may purchase for our families like granola bars, cookies, candy and other snackie foods.  The pantry gets lots of use and there are many different uses for the pantry. 

When you think about using the word "Pantry" when referring to God, what do you think of?  Well here is what came to me while watering the lawn.  God is our pantry and we are the items in that pantry.  We are all different with different talents, ideas, personalities, etc.  For example, just like there are different kinds of canned goods, we are all different, but the main purpose is to nourish the body.  God put us all together in this earthly "Pantry" with a unique purpose and plan.  We may not know what that purpose and plan is, but He uses different ways to teach us and lead us in the way that we should go.  Just like using items out of our food pantry to make a meal for our families; God uses items from His pantry and uses them to do His work.  As each item in our food pantry is important, so are we in God's pantry.  We may need to be mixed or blended with someone else to get the desired result and He will do that if you will trust Him and let Him.    

I want to fit into His pantry and allow Him to use me where He needs to.  I want to be able to be mixed into whatever He chooses to put me into.  I want to bring all of the honor and glory to Him. I want to be the item that He chooses to always have on His shelf. 

What are your thoughts of "The Pantry". 

I truly am not sure where this will lead, but the one thing I know for sure is that it belongs to Him.